Photograph of Mama Carving
The Buddha looks up at her,
his back to the camera. His robe
looks like waves passing through the wood
against the grain. The eye is drawn
to the bottom of a can of some kind—
probably linseed oil she would rub
into the wood. Next to it, nearly hidden
in shadow is a small hammer wood carvers
use to tap the chisel. I’m in the picture,
crouched beside her but mostly out of
sight like a belief system. Behind us—
the raised bark of the willow tree.
She sits cross legged on a plastic tarp,
long hair in braids I rarely saw undone.
She’s focused on her hands, cleaning
a chisel perhaps. She ignores the camera
the way a workman doing his job in public
goes about his work with that studied
aloofness that says: this is not a show,
but I’ll let you watch anyway.
The Buddha looks up at her.
The beloved of hearts will do this—
see beyond the shadows. He’s laughing
at something the camera can’t see.
Thought
This poem is one of a series of poems about the summers my mother spent carving a laughing buddha from the stump of a cherry tree. Here is the photograph.