Coming Home: Tanglefoot Lane
The farm on Tanglefoot is abandoned
and no longer adds up
to what it is.
The lower branches are missing
from the windbreak.
A dish towel rots on the line.
What sunlight there is fingers through
the outbuildings but their shadows
never quite reach the ground.
The farmer could come back to this place,
walk into the house, look up through the rafters,
up past what is left of the roof, and hunger
for the feel of something heavy
in his hand like a hammer.
But there is too much light inside.
He cannot come back.
Not if his shadow
doesn't work anymore,
not if the roof caves in
and weeds grow up through the dry heart
of the furnace.
Not if the dark and heavy things
of his life, like rain, look for low places
in the ground.
Thought
This poem grew from experience. My sister and I were on Tanglefoot Lane, not far from home. We decided to stop at a farmstead that looked abandoned. It wasn’t as abandoned as it looked. A man emerged from the broken front door. We didn't stick around to get to know him.
Published in World Order, Spring/Summer 1987